Sick of crying, Tired of trying, Yes I am smiling but inside I'm dying.
Sunday, April 27, 2014
12:32 AM
If theres a ginie, who (fantasily) ask me to pick anyone tht I want so tht the one could love me way so much and no one can ever imagine, well I wont choose you. Even if I love to and you're the best thing I ever want, but I wont choose you.
Because I've seen you so happy with someone, whos not me. I've seen the best smile you ever give to someone, whos not me. I've read the sweetest text you gave to someone, whos not me. I've known you like (a few) someone, whos not me. You treat me badly, you treat me worst, you treat me sourly, but you make it worth. You treat me bad, by giving me the sweetest advice, which I can say the cute one, I could have heard (by someone who is not my family and not even my bestfriend). You treat me worst, by taking care and show some afraid of something bad might happen on me (like, maybe im gonna say yes to the wrong guy). You treat me sourly, by make fun of me and end up apologizing pathetically. But I love how you make me feel. I hate to admit it, but you're one of those who always draw the smile on my face.But I still wont choose you, because love cant be force isnt it? Is it friendzone or what I dont even know, but you treat me more than I deserve. And the best thing I could give you is, a sacrifice.
Because to know you're happy, is the best victory I could ever get.
