Sick of crying, Tired of trying, Yes I am smiling but inside I'm dying.
Thursday, August 2, 2012
2:43 AM
Loving him for quiet a long time. Then, I stop. For awhile and I dont know how and why. Searching for someone else, someone better, someone who can lead me to happiness. No one. Back. Now Im back, loving the one for such a long long longgggg time. And still counting. But, everything changes and he's not like the one who used to be before. Happiness. Why happiness are now gone and slip away from my life? It is a jokes or it is a dream?
I trust the words, Loyalty lead to happiness. But does it change anything if I dont even make a move? Questions questionsss, Im questioning myself. Then, I realize. Theres a lot of questions that have no answer.

