Sick of crying, Tired of trying, Yes I am smiling but inside I'm dying.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
5:41 AM
I am not making cerita but this is the truth ;) my dear readers, mood PMR result belum habis lagi for meh! ok I post this thing for my junior that gonna sit for PMR, saja nak share dengan korang ;) This is what happen to meh xD
Year Before PMR
-no study please no study ;) lepak only xD
Year of PMR but before PMR
-study only at school
-finish homework at school *tu pun yang siap dua tiga je
-back home making love with my lovely pillow and katil
-sleep sleep sleep and online
ok, seriously everyday macam ni. wait tapi weekend pergi tuition, its Ilmu Studio ;)
A Month Before PMR
-nak belajar, seriously nak belajar
-tidur itu penting absolutely penting
-malasnya nak pergi sch, sangat sangat malas
serious, setan akan gila2 incite korang bila PMR dah dekat
and now, the story begin ;)
A Day Befor PMR
Its been 15 mins after tuition class habis, and I am waited for my papa with my friends Ainur and Nadhirah in front of Masjid Muadz, Setiawangsa. Me said to diorang ; Korang, seriously belle takut gila esok PMR.
Diorang ; Awak ingat awak sorang je belle, kitorang lagi gila takut ok.
And a few second later, *ok nampak gila menipu. A few mins later papa pun sampai. On the way back home, papa changed the situation from relaks to dup dap dup dap.
Papa : esok PMR? Papa tak nampak anak papa belajar, Korea memangjang Changmin tak habis2.
Belle : ....
Papa : tapi papa taknak akak down, ok akak rasa berapa dapat.
Belle : errr lima maybe *gagap ok that time
Papa : apa yang lima? yang lain tu? bagi papa sebab.
Belle : cek rasa dapat BM A, sebab cek punya Bm memang selalu A pun. Lepas tu rasanya ENGLISH, sebab cek yakin cek boleh buat English. SCIENCE selalu dapat B tapi ada chance nak dapat A, rasanya lah. MATH pun.
Papa : tapi bukan ke sebelum trial math akak failed?
Belle : memang lah failed, tapi cek yakin cek boleh buat
Papa : o.O ok ok sambung.
Belle : GEO tahun ni cek 'tera' tau so cek rasa cek dapat A. KHB cek rasa cek B
Papa : Khb tu binatang apa?
Belle : ==' Khb tu Kemahiran Hidup Bersepadu dia ada tiga bahagian. tapi cek ambil perdagangan. Cek tak yakin lah, sebab cek tak reti bab kunci kira2 akaun semua tu.
Papa : perdagangan dengan akaun berbeza lah kak.
Belle : memang lah berbeza tapi .... err susahlah nak terangkan. AGAMA cek rasa boleh dapat A tapi taktahu lah, B kot. entah. tapi SEJARAH, cek cuma hope sangat tak gagal.
Papa : dulu power sejarah tau. takpa, kalau akak dapat apa yang akak nak ni, dapat 5A, papa bagi laptop.
Belle : serious ke pa serious ke ? o.O
Papa : ye papa serious, tapi kena dapatkan lah ye
Ok as always, cakap memang senang buat nya belum tentu. Isnt it? Dengan tak belajar nya, angan angan Mat Jenin lah nak dapat 5A kan =..=
Days Of PMR
-tuition *serious lama gila k buddy
-back home almost 10.30 o'clock
-nak belajar tapi otak dah penat
-and everyday, there's probs that only my family and a few of my friends know
-tidur
-and PMR
And last day of PMR, me cried at Efa. I cried because I know Im not doing my best. I cant, because my life full of chaotic on the days of PMR. But tears will never change anything. ingat tu junior tersayang. TEARS WILL NEVER CHANGE ANYTHING! I am so regretted because not study a year before PMR, belajar pun main2 dalam year of PMR but before the PMR. tapi memang apa pun dah tak boleh buat, orang tuatua kata 'jangan suka2 nanti dapat duka' 'menyesal dahulu pendapatan menyesal kemudian tiada guna'. TEPET, sangat2 kena batang hidung =='
Day That The Result was Announce
ok cerita dia best gila, came to school and terserempak with Apek. He came with his father *I think* by motorcycle. And he asked me ; belle selalu motor, park dekat sini kan. Me : depan sana lah selalunya.
And dia terus pergi and cakap dengan ayah dia. lepas tu jalan sebelah dia kan and he asked again 'ni ke baju kelas kita belle?' and I said 'tak lah apek, aku tinggal dekat rumah baju tu =='
HAHA! tengok dekat canteen hambek semua KUNING ;) *ok tema baju kelas kitorang kuning. BLAHBLAHBLAH, then masuk dewan. pengetua cakap then sebut orang2 yang dapat keputusan cemerlang BLAH BLAHBLAH then 6A and below ambil dekat guru kelas masing2. And that time, is the first time batch 96 smk Taman Keramat senyap xD HAHA! Belle lari towards cikgu and berebut nak ambil result, masa teacher bagi teacher kata 'SEJARAH' *with bad smile* lepas tu slip tu aku letak atas meja and Kak Nab also Um tolong kira kan sekali A. Ok masa tu aku nampak 4A je, tiba2 ada tercicir satu lagi A. Guess what guess what? 5A kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan?
Waktu tu tak fikir apa dah, lompat jerit2. ok kecoh masa tu sebab pelik gila tengok mangkuk sorang ni jerit2 kan. tapi Happy nak buat macam mana ;) HAHA!
Before balik mama called, Mama ; berapa kak?
Belle : mama tunggu cek balik naa
Mama : alah cakap jelah, mama dengar qilah kata 5, betul ke?
Belle : alah spoiled lah Qilah bagitahu awal2, so mama rasa macam mana sekarang
Mama : suka lah cerita dia =..=
balik rumah as always seluruh kampung call tanya berapa. SUKA GILA OK! and ramai gila senior janji nak belanja ;) awwwwwu, kita save tau textssss yang kata nak belanja tu xD
tiba2 Papa balik and said, 'MANA BUDAK 5A ?'
and me keluar with bangga face 'IM HERE XD'
HAHA! after tunjuk dekat papa, papa pun do same thing dia kira A tak tengok subj xD
lepas tu dia kata 'Anak papa dapat A in strong subj doh. tapi apesal sejarah ni buruk sangat huruf dia?'
me only smiled masa tu ;) Im speechless, sangat sangat gembira tengok mama dengan papa berebut nak tengok slip. and mula lah papa tanya
Papa : ok akak nak apa cakap je
Belle : nak mini cooper
Mama : Berangan lah kak oi
Belle : tak kesah lah apa pun akak ambil je *seriously masa ni lupa the perjanjian between me and papa
Papa : laptop as promised
Mama : apa ni papa? mama pun takda laptop lagi sibuk nak bagi budak ni laptop
Papa : papa dah janji dengan dia, papa bagi laptop
Belle : a'ah papa dah janji yeay yeay yeay !
sebenarnya panjang lagi cerita tapi aku malas lah nak cerita =..=
well actually this is what we call faith. Allah gimme the chance so I can prove to others that ME IZ NOT STUPID ME IZ CLEVER ;) cool hah? so lepas ni memang azam solat lima waktu tak tinggal and akan lebih usaha. Tak belajar pun 5A brother. BM ENG SCI MATH GEO. lima lima nih A ;) ni pun baru 5A dapat lappy, agaknya kalau 8A tu rumah sebijik? HAHA!
so junior sayang ;) do your best do your very very best to just make your parents happy. Niat tu kena betul, solat tu kena cukup ok my dear? HAHA! puas aku cerita dekat sini.
HELLO MY FUTURE LAPPY ;) *bulan satu baru dapat xD
