Sick of crying, Tired of trying, Yes I am smiling but inside I'm dying.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
6:09 AM
I am trying to be the new version of Bella for 2012. I dont know why, but I am seriously wanna change myself ;) Not to be negative, but being more possitive. For this year, I've been through all kind of situation. Theres happy also sad moments. Whenever I am sad, I always find someone who I can tell what had happen to me. So this is why I wanna change myself, seems like I put hope on someone. PFFFFFFFFFFT. Stop this Belleeeeh, you cant cerita cerita to anyone anymore. So this is my azam for next year ;) And fyi, I am talkative, but I wanna change to be someone who called SILENT CUTIE awwwwwwwu. Can I? Or all of you want me to be as usual? Gimme your opinion please baby XD
BTW, nak lari topic sikit. Sometimes, I read or heard someone said 'I really cant live without you' and I am like ARE YOU SERIOUS?! Ok paling tak boleh belah bila dorang sememangnya dah broke up. OMG! If you really cant live without that 'you' and what are you now? ZOMBIE huh? HAHA! Ok I understand you meant that You can live without that you, but your day would be not interesting, isnt it? Lain kali kata macam ni k ;) No need to menipu sangat xD

