
Sick of crying, Tired of trying, Yes I am smiling but inside I'm dying.
Wednesday, May 20, 2015
2:41 PM
I miss, everything we've done together in every situation u've brought me in. Starting to remember, how my life are so cute w you by myside
Tuesday, May 6, 2014
2:08 AM
The places where you were, there was a time where I was there too.
Indeed.
Im not being psycho, Im accepting the fact. The truth is; Im now questioning myself, how to stop thinking bout you. I dont know how because I dont learn it at school.
Friday, May 2, 2014
8:48 AM
Either she/he is a diamond or glass coated by gold
Choose it by yourself
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
10:43 PM
Being hipster is too mainstream.Wear something properlah, why should you follow others?
Not being hipster because hipster is too mainstream is much more hipster.
Well judging is wrong and Im not judging, Im saying :P
Btw I hate monopod and I donno why and what makes me write it here (and Im not judging people who use it too, Im just hating that stick with no reason) hahahaha :DDD
Sunday, April 27, 2014
12:32 AM
If theres a ginie, who (fantasily) ask me to pick anyone tht I want so tht the one could love me way so much and no one can ever imagine, well I wont choose you. Even if I love to and you're the best thing I ever want, but I wont choose you.
Because I've seen you so happy with someone, whos not me. I've seen the best smile you ever give to someone, whos not me. I've read the sweetest text you gave to someone, whos not me. I've known you like (a few) someone, whos not me. You treat me badly, you treat me worst, you treat me sourly, but you make it worth. You treat me bad, by giving me the sweetest advice, which I can say the cute one, I could have heard (by someone who is not my family and not even my bestfriend). You treat me worst, by taking care and show some afraid of something bad might happen on me (like, maybe im gonna say yes to the wrong guy). You treat me sourly, by make fun of me and end up apologizing pathetically. But I love how you make me feel. I hate to admit it, but you're one of those who always draw the smile on my face.But I still wont choose you, because love cant be force isnt it? Is it friendzone or what I dont even know, but you treat me more than I deserve. And the best thing I could give you is, a sacrifice.
Because to know you're happy, is the best victory I could ever get.
Saturday, April 26, 2014
12:57 AM
You,
You do changed my plans. Like always. Always drive me mad and acted like nothing happens.
You always distracted me. In what ever situations, even if you seems kinda busy but its a must.
And you always took the idea tht i hv. When you found tht im annoyed by you, you did laughed.
But thanks to you
For the way you changed my plans,
For being the perfect distraction,
For the way you took the idea tht i hv of everything tht i wanted to hv and made me see there was something missing.
I knw there must be no chance but i love the way you make me feel from the beginning til the end (how i wish it will never end :'( ). Missing the smile, and how you comfort me. And im hoping for the chance so it'll be last for us. Because; you're the best thing i never knew i needed.
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
1:02 AM
My kind of day, a soothing baby chrsanthemum tea. Its feels like drinking aromatic chinese tea under the sky of Paris hahaha. Funfact; in French culture, chrysanthemum flower is a symbol of death. Flowers do echo each voice of human's heart. Damn, ths tea feels me